Lie.

I wonder how far in life i have been,
cause when i measure,
there is nothing i can see,
But,
I dont know what is more important
to which i can measure my life,
which is why i always think,
That,
Its a mere lie, to say where i Lie.





Its a verse that i had written long long back, even before i started the blog, may be in around 2006/2007. During that time i was just getting done with college, was still to get a job, and still to figure out so much. Now that i am well into 6 years of working now, Its funny how i find my self in the exact same spot again, trying to figure out stuff, figure out life, offcourse the objectives have changed.
Year 26th you have been absolutely fantaboulous, absolutely. Year 27th, Namaste :)

Capoeira.

As life's daily chores go on, you need that something, its not merely something to hold on to, not even an escape, its those moments which make you feel alive, in its entirety.

Capoeira an art, born as a form of repression, to give people that something, still continues to touch many a lives, every single day, still stands strong to that magic!

Viva Capoeira.
Viva Capoeira Pune :)

Irresistible.

For a moment or two

I was lost in the beauty

The wind stopped blowing

The hair was curvaceously flowing

Eyes dancing

Mind wanting to rush

Heart stayed patiently

She seemed all golden

I quietly wished 

Please clock take a little longer to tick

For a moment now etched

I am still all lost in the beauty

Knight

Sunrise, broke the Darkness.
By Night, Darkness regained Supremacy


The Tease Continued...

Eye of the Tiger.

Look into the eye
The mind is always at war
Building chains
thought trains
The heart is too mild
Speaks first
But soon
Run over by the thought train
Look into the eye
Thats where the spark lives
Thats where the truth is!

Moment.

and then
there in all slow
poetry began to flow
somehow everything began to glow.

Shine On!

Done and Dusted,
the Setting sun mocked and screamed in apathy,
It was a No moon night.

But after the dark of the dusk,
A thousand million stars shone so bright,
and Shouted!
"Shine on you Crazy Diamond"

Silence.

Even the Calmest of the Sea, roars.
Even the gentle'est of the wind, Whistles.
Even the Cool Clouds Thunder.
But the Mighty Mountains, they just stand still
and may be pretend to Listen?

You think!!!

you think your strong

you think you have got it all under control

you think you know it all

only to realize when you fall

not overconfidence

nor arrogance

just an island of new range of emotions

against the waves, you swim

in search for the known shore

for its comfort and more

but the ocean is vast

and it will test you till you last

you may be strong

you may have it all under control

but that one moment of weakness

one moment of lapse

if you can hold it together then

if you can hold it together then...

The Fall Flight.

I was cautious

but I stumbled

I was watchfull

but I tripped

I was optimistic

and I fell over

breeze against my cheeks

my hair being ruffled

with each passing moment

traversing greater distance

cherishing every moment

loved the flight

only to be broken

by the bottom of the

bottomless pit

thought it was just a halt

cause I couldn’t see a fault

unaware uncaught

I din know how to sort

I scrambled

I screamed

I pleaded

I screeched

at the bottom of the pit

unheard

unseen

I still stand here

ignored and cold!

ignored and cold!

Funny!!!

theres never been a rage or war

yet its funny

how one calls it all

abrupt

sudden

before it hits you

its already bygone

you think its all a bad dream

you pinch yourself hard

only to realize

you’ve grown numb

by this sudden call

the room seems bigger

the house seems empty

the phone has been silent

the day seems daunting.

as I go about my daily work

in the wilderness of the concrete jungle

a part of me is missing

a habit of mine is dying

each day I wake up

feeling a little more empty inside.

Wanderer

I am not here to just live

I am not here to conquer the world either

there is more purpose

there is more reason

to this existence

I have been blessed with senses

I am here to see

I am here to feel

I am here to touch

I am here to taste

I am here to experience

As I move around

the connection seems to deepen

I seem to be awaken

I am just a wanderer

Thankful of my existence.

Impatience

Where am i heading

What is happening

Its like everything is hazy

The fog has set in

There is an overcast

Its thundering

The wind is howling 

The stage is set

As i await the showers

I grow impatient

The impatience

This impatience

is killing me!!!

Unfamiliar Familiar

unknown places

looking for known faces

boulevard of buildings

glitterati around

chaiwala at the corner

the constant honking

buzz of people

familiarity in the unfamiliarity

as I walk down the aisle

from pole to post

eyes constantly wandering

in search of something

yet nothing

lost in the moment

like a free soul

growing unaware of things

as I drift along

I hear a shout

snap!

screeching, piercing

like a crack in a glass (it may seem)

the moment is broken

even I break, into a smile

She is 30 mins late

but I am happy to see her face

unknown places

and known faces

always!!!

make me happy.

Mosiac!!!

Mosiac!!!

burnt tar road

dry hot wind

sweat trickling down

body temp at a rise

heart pumping

muscles cramping

slowly, will burning!

destination no where in sight

the road just did not seem to die

slowly steadily, too egoistic to give up

the road suddenly bend

into the mountains

onto the ghats

F**K! there is more climb!

there was a hindsight!

but I pushed, pedaled

As i pushed, as i pedaled

I was bound by a spell

burnt trees

sun kissed grass

baked stones

dry earth

myriad

always used to green

caught  unaware

a thousand different shades

a mosaic,  with one colour

brown was it all around

a thousand different shades of brown

such cruel beauty

such merciless beauty

a thousand different shades of brown

like a child

Enchanted was I!!!

 P.s Thanks to Andras -  to remind me of the beauty of the Sahyadri's.

Strange!!!

Strange!!!

Strange is such

Why i wonder much

Everything happens for a reason?

Broken, fragmented thoughts!

Mixed emotions

Tides at the sea

Looking for something!

Recognition? Appreciation?

From one branch to another

From one place to another

The monkeys in my head

In search for an answer?

Sorry! What was the question but!

Strange is such!

Why i wonder much.

Reality Dreams!!!

 Reality Dreams!!!

In the dreams

In the nightmares

In the fear

In the fun

In the night

In the morning

In the sleep

In the wake

It all seems to be calling

It all seems to be teasing

Sudden urges

Weird mood swings

Deep deep cravings

 Restlessness is passé

beyond unconditional love

it all seems to be teasing

it all seems to be calling!!!