Quest!!!

Why are we bound wid these bondages
What is it that defines us
What is it that we want to achieve
The soul seems to be tied up
Trying to free it self
It feels like there is a wall built around
Where even the sun rays don't peek in anymore
Its in a quest of its own
Where the heart once in a while sings a song of its own..
The soul for a moment
Dancing to its own tunes
But the mind follows the responsibilities..
Ties down the heart!
Chain's the soul
 A thousand questions
 arise everyday
Nobody to answer
Leaves me on a quest of my own!!
Why are we bound to these bondages
When everyone can sing along!

Run AWAY!!!!!

i wanna CLIMB the oceans..
i wanna SWIM the mountains..
i wanna DROWN in the sky..
i wanna run away to a delirious moment..
where delusions are not broken
moments are not stolen..

i wanna get lost
i wanna get stoned
i wanna get fucked
i wanna get high
i wanna break free to the carefree
all in the goose-bumpy ride!!

Interest!!

To the mind of the beautiful being,
lies not one thing that fascinates long,
the mind plays,
acts and grows along,
necessity,
luxury,
find interest among many
the road that rolled back
threw up a many
but
deep, desired as such 

there is none,
without which 

everyday i wouldn't want to get up,

but there is the road ahead to be traversed,
such,
that I'm still on the blissful way of search..

Mom, Mother, Mummy - To me its Ma!

As I am about to close my eyes
I see u standing by my side
Wearing the most genuine smile
Staring at me with the most beautiful eyes

Tender I sleep
Yet deep and sound

knowing that you are around
Without a worry
Without a frown

As the angel of the house
Ma,
You are always there around
No matter what
You ensure we sleep sound
With that curious smile on
To which u always ask
Did u dream of clowns?

Insight!!!

There is a struggle,
 There is a fight,
To every insight..
Which we must survive..

We may stumble
 We may tumble
Sometimes, even grumble..

But its this fumble,
 Which teaches us to be humble!!

CrossRoads

At the crossroads

Of so called life

Bewildered I stand

Looking for a sign

Lost for direction

Lost in sight!!

I know not of a path..

Which I might like

Uncertainity swells

I begin to dwell

The moments seem to be falling

I seem to loosing

But then this crazy mind fights

The amibitions which dint seem right

Begin to seem bright

Like a fairy tale

Where suddenly

Each path seems right

Each path seems bright!

The first step!!!

The Devil reckons!

Uncertainity prevails

A step head or backward

What if I fail?

What if I fail?

The sound echos..

Begins to resonate

As my body shivers

I begin to freeze

Caught between right and wrong

Ohh these conflicting thoughts

Wish I could decide

 At the toss of a coin

Leaving to faith

This destiny of mine

In despair

The coin is tossed

It made a sound

Which had an echo to it

"To traverse a thousand miles

You set a foot at a time"

Here now I am on my way

Beyond the crossroads

Into the unknown

Of the so called life.

Blank Sheet of Paper!!

Blank sheet of Paper

Nothing to write,

Its like m lost,

Searching in the wild

Looking for the ghost

Who got me once scared

Looking for the lost thought

Which disappeared somewhere

Force, directed, driven

Is where my thoughts got stagnated

May be punctured, killed, raped or abused

Cause now they are so scared

That the ghost is dead

M still searching in the wild

Cause I have nothing to write

The Blank sheet of paper.

MayaJal

The desire
The need
The temptation
The feel
The soulfull search
Distracted by the seducing seed
Beware
it aint no evil
And we no devil
But
A touch
A kiss
A peck
A thought
Leaves us
In the vicious
Mayajal'I world!!


p.s art/sketch by Arnab Saha, for more pictures follow -> arnabsaha.deviantart.com