Known Unknown.

every little thing that exist

every creature

every every

seeks to inspire

everything that lives

says

lives for itself

but yet it so beautifully co-exist

we are living for each other,

even when we are not living for each other,

such is the balance

such is the parody

the harmony

such is the unknown

such that its a journey

from the unknown

to the known

from invisibility

to visibility

 Thanks Tranquilo a.ka. Manoj for the last two lines :)

Smitten Be I?

I never thought i be this way

I never thought so smitten be I

Distraught and caught!!

With everything at Shot!

Is it worth to give up

Something you cannot live without for a day!!

Each day i try

To give up a little

To lure her a little more

Each day I fall

A little beneath

A little above

I never thought so smitten be I!!!


 

Testimony!!!

The impatience is killing

I cannot wait

There is so much to do

And m all splurged

Each day

Each morning

I want to reach the moon

Where the mean Nature

Let's me move only an inch ahead

Tempting me

Teasing me

You dare challenge

You dare rebel

Nature has its own way

Injuries helped me realize

One step at a time

Little by little

You don't start directly with the Mountain

Little by little

First you climb a hill

little by little

The Peak in sight

Little by little

If the impatience does not kill you

Little by little

You be there :)

The week that was!!!! Capoeira Pune - First Batizado!!

The week that was

Mastre Caxias from Abu Dabi!!

Sam from Pondicherry

Kader from Paris!!

Many a Many from Mumbai!!

The week that was,

Filled with madness,

Where

We ate Capoeira

Slept Capoeira

Drank Capoeira

And offcourse

did a lot of Capoeira

The week that was

The endless music nights

The early morning sinhagad trip

The late night food hunting

The street Samba Roda!!!

The week that was

One of the most beautiful week

Ever for me

The week that was

Put together

With hard work and patience

And tolerance

By our Very own Attrazada!!

The week that was

thank u so much for something so beautiful Ana Hazarre/Anapurna/Ana!!

Thank you :D :)

Viva Capoeira

Viva Capoeira Pune!!!

Love,

Lobinho!!

Blind Love!!!

there is never a reply
there is never a sound
you treat me like a puppet
where m only made the clown
in this show of yours
you make me sing
you make me clap
you make me dance
when you will
when you want
may be sometimes
when you need
blinded by your love
i dance bare foot
clap and sing
to see that one smile
to hear that one laugh
which brings respite
to the sore eyes
reminds my mind
why i fell in love
with this one of a kind
thus falling all over again
for this one of a kind!!!
 

Full Moon!!!

In the mesmerising
Clear dark sky
Reflecting
Of the Flowing water
It has this some magic
Words fall short to describe it
The light
The radiance
The calming effect
For hours I sit
Staring
Gazing
Conversing
Sound of water adding music
Throws me in a world
of dance
Of trance
Of Love and more
As I defy gravity
I am pulled towards the core
The Full moon and more!!!

Shimmering Tree

Pitch dark sky with shimmering stars
Torch was only our source of light
As we walked through the terrains
Exploring different fauna's

Awe struck was I
Switched off were all the torches

Glowing green
Shimmering florescent green
Was this tree
Like filled with divine powers
Of the mystified mystery
Out of the mythological land
Seemed like Gods land

A hundred
A thousand
May be more
Fireflies were all around



It was mystical.. The first time I saw so many fire flies together.. We were walking and all of a sudden Karl stopped - check that out.. I shout - torches off

And the tree emitted light.. Shimmering bright.. Florescent green.. Was magic..

MEND!!!

I know your heart yearns for me
But your mind doubts
In this battle of mind and heart
Not one
But two hearts will loose
A battle which was never supposed to be
Broken and shattered they be such
Leaving a void
Where in the next to walk in your life
Will have it easy
Cause now your heart
Hurt and bruised
Would miss me loads
N it won't trust your head
For no fault of mine
Just bad timing may be I can say
Will I loose the love of my life for!!!
A heart still be left broken then
For no fault of no one!

Time to Change!

Time to Change!


When the wind hurls
and swirls
it has the capacity
to traverse the world

it carries the pollen grain
  to free the earth of the monotony mane
it brings about rain
  to blossom the carried pollen pollinated grain

a new species is born
a new flower has blossomed!!
a new fruit is borne
a new tree is rooted

a new home
a new food
adding to earth's diversity
a new change of the many

the wind !!
say seem to have originated
when the Caterpillar blooms into a butterfly
flapping its wings
bringing an effect
bringing a change
unaware of

there is no time for change
there is always change
in every action we take
it has this cascading range
domino's flipping
one assisting the other

we part of the same ecosystem
so lets not be lazy
and keep the world all dazy!!
we just another domino
which when flipped!!
are bound to create ripples
deep!!

FB link of Time to Change!!!

This poem is written for the competition Time to change! on Indiblogger

Minute HOUR!!!

Minute HOUR!!!

Sit starring at the ceiling,

an hour passed, may be a day..

Music playing on in the background,

loud enough to be heard clearly,

soft enough to hear a pin drop..

my mind running loose on the music..

still concentrating hard on the ceiling..

my ears telling me,,!! something’s ticking!!!

is it my heart exploding..!!!!????****

my eyes still searching..

OH!!!! its my clock ticking...

now my minds thinking..

its only been a minute

and i have lived an hour in it..

I have lived an hour in it..

defied every moment that said that i couldn’t fly..

I still sit here staring at the ceiling..

living hours of every minute..

Quest!!!

Why are we bound wid these bondages
What is it that defines us
What is it that we want to achieve
The soul seems to be tied up
Trying to free it self
It feels like there is a wall built around
Where even the sun rays don't peek in anymore
Its in a quest of its own
Where the heart once in a while sings a song of its own..
The soul for a moment
Dancing to its own tunes
But the mind follows the responsibilities..
Ties down the heart!
Chain's the soul
 A thousand questions
 arise everyday
Nobody to answer
Leaves me on a quest of my own!!
Why are we bound to these bondages
When everyone can sing along!

Run AWAY!!!!!

i wanna CLIMB the oceans..
i wanna SWIM the mountains..
i wanna DROWN in the sky..
i wanna run away to a delirious moment..
where delusions are not broken
moments are not stolen..

i wanna get lost
i wanna get stoned
i wanna get fucked
i wanna get high
i wanna break free to the carefree
all in the goose-bumpy ride!!

Interest!!

To the mind of the beautiful being,
lies not one thing that fascinates long,
the mind plays,
acts and grows along,
necessity,
luxury,
find interest among many
the road that rolled back
threw up a many
but
deep, desired as such 

there is none,
without which 

everyday i wouldn't want to get up,

but there is the road ahead to be traversed,
such,
that I'm still on the blissful way of search..

Mom, Mother, Mummy - To me its Ma!

As I am about to close my eyes
I see u standing by my side
Wearing the most genuine smile
Staring at me with the most beautiful eyes

Tender I sleep
Yet deep and sound

knowing that you are around
Without a worry
Without a frown

As the angel of the house
Ma,
You are always there around
No matter what
You ensure we sleep sound
With that curious smile on
To which u always ask
Did u dream of clowns?

Insight!!!

There is a struggle,
 There is a fight,
To every insight..
Which we must survive..

We may stumble
 We may tumble
Sometimes, even grumble..

But its this fumble,
 Which teaches us to be humble!!

CrossRoads

At the crossroads

Of so called life

Bewildered I stand

Looking for a sign

Lost for direction

Lost in sight!!

I know not of a path..

Which I might like

Uncertainity swells

I begin to dwell

The moments seem to be falling

I seem to loosing

But then this crazy mind fights

The amibitions which dint seem right

Begin to seem bright

Like a fairy tale

Where suddenly

Each path seems right

Each path seems bright!

The first step!!!

The Devil reckons!

Uncertainity prevails

A step head or backward

What if I fail?

What if I fail?

The sound echos..

Begins to resonate

As my body shivers

I begin to freeze

Caught between right and wrong

Ohh these conflicting thoughts

Wish I could decide

 At the toss of a coin

Leaving to faith

This destiny of mine

In despair

The coin is tossed

It made a sound

Which had an echo to it

"To traverse a thousand miles

You set a foot at a time"

Here now I am on my way

Beyond the crossroads

Into the unknown

Of the so called life.

Blank Sheet of Paper!!

Blank sheet of Paper

Nothing to write,

Its like m lost,

Searching in the wild

Looking for the ghost

Who got me once scared

Looking for the lost thought

Which disappeared somewhere

Force, directed, driven

Is where my thoughts got stagnated

May be punctured, killed, raped or abused

Cause now they are so scared

That the ghost is dead

M still searching in the wild

Cause I have nothing to write

The Blank sheet of paper.

MayaJal

The desire
The need
The temptation
The feel
The soulfull search
Distracted by the seducing seed
Beware
it aint no evil
And we no devil
But
A touch
A kiss
A peck
A thought
Leaves us
In the vicious
Mayajal'I world!!


p.s art/sketch by Arnab Saha, for more pictures follow -> arnabsaha.deviantart.com

Infinity

As i fill in the penicillin shot,
to free my body of the temperature that soared
My Mind wanders
seeking for more light!!!
I am tight lipped!
But my body wants to be kissed!!
A touch, a feel of marijuana and more
My body's hurting,
my brain is aching...
But yet i want MORE!!!
I WANT MORE!!!

Safar Abhi tak ka: Day 2

Nani has two houses out here.. The other one is more like a workshop where all the farm stuff is kept.. The tractor.. The. Tractor equipment, a buffalo and her kid..

The buffalo's kid had the most buffalo expression like ever.. She lay there staring at me.. Still like a statue while still chewing..

On the tractor we went
Wrrr wrrr wrrr
Cool wind going
Wosh wosh wosh
I went by
Shrr shrr shrr

Green it was all around
Blue it was all above
A little yellow there
A little yellow here

The Sound of water
Added music
To the melody
Of the chirping trees
The silence playing the audience
Applauded by the sudden flock of birds

Apart from Sarsoo, many other vegetation is also grown.. We plucked a ripe radish from the field.. Drew water from the well, washed it and ate it.. :)

This time I don't have many a pics on my phone.. But whatever I have.. Here we go.. Ill write more soon.. Till then tada.. See u'll soon amigos.. Jaipur tomorrow :)

P.s there an image of a khat.. Its like used as a sitting.. I guess the picture would speak more for itself...

Safar Abhi tak ka: Day 1

Reached My Nani's place yesterday:) its been a year since i have been last here..
The road on either side to my nani's place is surrounded  by fields.. Filled with yellow colour flowers.. Sarsoo.. Not sure what they are called in English..Its a never ending boulevard with yellow colour canvas painted on both sides, dancing to the tunes of the wind, mearging in the blue clear skies.

The different hindi spoken here is quite different, mixed with haryanvi and has its own taste. But apart from that, I am so used today to use English words in my common Hindi sentences, that sometimes it makes me smile when they use words like "Saral" instead of the "Easy" i use. But its quite amusing. Its the same way I find some of the words they use amusing as they find mine.

This part of the country kinda experiences the extremes, cold is super cold and hot.. boiling!!
and its cold now here. The cold here.. Kinda different from Pune cold.. Even if u are all decked up to protect urself against it.. u won't shiver but u'll feel it up ur spine. Being a village, electricity and all are still a luxury and people are not dependent on it, they have quite interesting and innovate some or then traditional ways to work around it. I found it quite amusing in the morning to get up and heat my own water, put wood in the chamber and blow for it to catch fire.

I went to the farms and all also.. But more on that later.. the take of the day will be the smile on the faces of the people which immdiately put away the tirness of the 26hr journey.

Adios Amigos till then.. Take care..